Thursday, December 31, 2009

Adios and Hasta Luego 2009!

Good bye and See You Later to 2009!! (Never took a day of Spanish in my life, had to google it :c p)
So I am shutting the door to the year before! (thank you Coconis for that line!!)
I leave behind a house fire, a horrid fight with DH's niece proceeded by the move out, many nights in the hospital with DH's mom, divorce of those close to me and of course the loss of our baby boy Elliot.
I leave all of these painful memories where they belong, in 2009 and look forward to 2010.
The ovulation monitor says my fertility level is high so just waiting for that peak sign now!! Trying not to get my hopes up, but not looking forward to much else..... Except 2010 promises to be a better year and I am going to strive to make it that way! I refuse to just survive anymore!
So goodbye, good riddance and go fuck yourself '09!!!


  1. Amen, sister!!! :-) I join you in closing the door and bidding farewell to 2009. I wish you many blessings in 2010. I hope that you are able to continue in your healing and find some peace and comfort. I hope that things and people around you move at an easy and non-disruptive pace. And of course, I wish you lots of baby dust!! :-)

  2. I love that line - 'I refuse to just survive". Happy New Year! May this be your year of promises fulfilled!

  3. Ha ha, I love it and those are my sentiments exactly. 2009 was the worst year of my life and I am glad to say good riddance!!! Wishing you all the best for 2010. Hugs

  4. Thinking of you and hoping so much that 2010 is much better for you my friend. What a horrible year 2009 has been for all of us, but you have really had a run of nasty things. You made me think of my Grandma Murphy's tradition - at midnight she always had us open the front door to let the New Year in and the back door to let the old year out. Now I'm imagining kicking 2009 down the back stairs and slamming that door really, really hard!!!! Thinking of you and your Elliot. xo

  5. Wishing you all the best in 2010!